road to 40

If i’m being honest, I think my break from my business had a lot to do with the failures of 2024. Without too much detail, I put myself out there and had more losses than wins and it really discouraged me from doing more. Instead of focusing all the wins the year brought me, I concentrated on the negatives and carried that into the new year. I’m determined to be better and do better, to put myself out there more and to not be afraid to fail.

One of the hardest lessons for me personally, is to let go of the things I can’t control and focus on the things I can. I can’t control the situations around me but I can control myself and my future. For the last couple years II’ve tried ot help everyone around me and control situations that were beyond my capabilities. This year I'm turning 40. yikes. I want to focus on myself, work on myself, and do things that make ME happy. I’ve lived a lot of the last couple years in service to others. I think it’s time I do things for me.

I want to put myself out there and accomplish goals, but really I just want to be happy. 40 is a long time. I don’t want to look back and think I wasted another year being angry, scared or sad. I look back on the last 7 years of life and am going to focus on the bright spots. Most of them are when I was progressing my life. When I started this business, when I found my love for dance, when I’m working out or working towards a goal. I may have been scared to start all of them but the end result was well worth it.

So here’s to more experiences and not living in fear of what could be and embracing it all. The ups, the down, the success and the inevitable failure.